Monday, October 20, 2008

Bored

Well... we went to see that older home and well it needs $50,000 to $100,000 in fix ups! Even if I did have that kind of money I would sink into that house. The location simply does not justify that kind of effort.

I am trying to be positive but... well lets just say that I haven't been the easiest person to be around lately. And its not just this house stuff. I wish I could find the word to explain it. I just feel bored - I am in need of a change. Don't get me wrong - I have a great life. I have a husband that loves me, I have the perfect son, I don't have to worry about daycare, I have a great house (too small but great). I really hate feeling this way - there is just no reason for it.

I miss working on the house now that it's done... I have no more 'projects'.

Now that I no longer have the space to do my scrapbooking I can't be bothered to drag it all downstairs into the dinning room.

And painting... I simply don't have time and space for that either.

No creative outlet, no challenges at work and this baby fever I am suffering from doesn't seem to want go away.


Maybe its just a slump...

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