Stuck

I feel stuck… It feels like everything has come to a standstill.

• My weight has reached a plateau.
• My new job has become monotonous and slow – there simply is little to no activity on the programs I have been given.
• I don't make enough money.
• There is little interest on my house and it feels like my dream home is slipping away.

Everything seems like such a struggle. I am having a hard time being positive and motivated. I wish I could stay in bed all day and play with Ryan. Sometime I wish I was a person of faith. I could simply leave the fate of the world up to some divine power and take responsibility for nothing. But unfortunately I believe that I am a product of my own choices; that my mood , my feelings and my circumstances are all in my own hands. Sometimes being so idealistic really sucks!

It's choice - not chance - that determines your destiny.

There are two primary choices in life; to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them.

I discovered I always have choices and sometimes it's only a choice of attitude.

......... I tried - but it's just not working today :P